Paint the Pain -by Gemini

I'm with you in the past,
That ended so fast. So,can I ask? That, if you're just wearing mask? Now,Say something, Because I'm asking. Ok fine, I'm just gonna paint Because painting can only relieve my pain. I paint flowers and it's me, With butterflies beside me, That gets what they want in me, Then, when I'm empty, all they gonna do is leave me. I paint myself as a guy without an action, Like an abandoned person, Waiting at the seashore alone, Waiting for the sunset while holding a poison. I paint those paintings, Because of the pain I gain, Even I can't explain, But, at this time all I can do, is to paint the pain.