Blindness by ChickenJOY

Sitting here on side
Like I just wanted to hide
I don't like the world
I cant even see except blurred

I have a fear
I cant see clear
Everything was blur
And only you I can hear

Sometimes,I just cry
And want to die
I always try
Try to ask God why

I hate this illness
I cant even feel the happiness
I'm so hopeless
Can you please heal this blindness?